Take it from me

Our section has been driven to the point of no return all because of  a Jazz Chant. We had to undergo a lot of changes like intonation of words, changes in leaders, choreography…and other stuff.

So FINALLY, today, the Darwinians were kind enough to help us with our Jazz Chant. Before, our hopes of winning were going down the drain, but they gave us a newly found hope were we can be confident with our Jazz Chant!!! The Darwinians are so fun, creative and BIBO!!! How I wish that I could be like them!!!

Anyway, the hell and heaven part is done, I’ll continue on to more heavenly news.

It’s crazy, but I have gotten over him after a couple of days, and I have a new like now…I’m not saying in particular who that person is. Basta.

I feel much happier today, but somehow, something still manages to eat up my insides whenever I see the old one. I’m confused. I just wanna forget about him, but I couldn’t do it that easily.

OKAAAY….anyway, wish us Archis luck in our Jazz Chant, and wish me luck in finding my true feelings…

See ya!

Well, it’s crazy. I just watched Bundesliga Kick-Off on DW TV. Yes, I watch the German TV network’s segments, but I watch the ones in English. So what?? No big deal. Hardly nationalistic, but hey, can you find a Filipino TV network with football news? Hardly, because the Pacman-mania is still hitting the country’s shores, and I don’t blame ‘em guys. He was a BIG hero.

Anyway, since this network’s caters to football fans like me, I’m thankful. The Bundesliga isn’t as popular as the Primera Liga and the Premier League, but it is gaining more popularity with the football fans fast, and German football stars like Michael Ballack of Chelsea and Jens Lehmann of Arsenal are also becoming popular.

Enough about that. I have to get back to my purpose.

So anyway, I was watching the Bundesliga Kick-Off, and I saw a game between Bayern Munich and Stuttgart. There, I saw Bayern’s captain, Oliver Kahn. And thoughts began to swirl in my mind.

For instance, why was Jens Lehmann picked as the German National Team’s starting goalie for the Fifa World Cup this year? Why wasn’t Bayern at the top of the Bundesliga charts? How come Werder Bremen began to take over Bayern?

I can’t see any other reason why. King Kahn is losing his ‘king-liness’. He’s losing his touch!!! He and Lehmann are born at the same year, yet Jurgen Klinsmann picked Lehmann over Kahn. King Kahn let the goals in his net. his supposedly domain. And, Bremen was simply becoming better, and he is really just seems to lose his touch. To be honest, after so many awards, titles and honours, and a decade or more on the pitch, I think King Kahn should finally hang is football shoes off…

Sorry!!! But that’s what I think. I’m open to other opinions. I’m not actually a big fan of Kahn, since I supported Klinsmann’s at first criticized idea of bringing in the younger players like Klose and Podolski in the National Squad. I’m a very big fan of Klose, Schweinsteiger, Podolski, Odonkor… and the list goes on. But hey, I’m also a fan of the other leagues and clubs. I support Real Madrid, Barca, Lyon, Chelsea, Arsenal, Manchester United… and so on. I don’t really consider myself as a super expert in football, but I know enough anyway.

Sometimes I feel like I’m the only football fan in this side of Butuan. I don’t care if I’m different. I love football. I’m sorry if I do, but I think it’s a much more enjoyable sport. I LOVE FOOTBALL (SOCCER) and I’m not afraid to show it!!!!

He tells me he cares, but that’s not what it seems to me!!! He doesn’t even wanna talk to me in person!!! What am I, a spare tire?? An understudy for a big sister??? ARGH!!!!

What does he take me for?? I thought he cared for me. I thought that he was my little brother. I thought I could tell him everything, all the heartaches and pains I’ve been going through…and what for?? He doesn’t care.

I left him a comment on his blog. Bahala na nga siya. If he doesn’t care, what’s the use of me chasing around for him? He doesn’t know that I’m really hurting inside, because of what he’s been doing. Sometimes, I just wanna cry and forget about him…

…but the thing is, I JUST CAN’T. He’s my friend, a special one while you’re at it. He filled in for my lack of a male perspective in school, pero minsan lang yan magaparamdam. And even if he has his life na, why can’t he just talk to me personally, kahit once in a while lang??? That’s all I’m asking for, ’cause I miss him a lot. And my friends don’t even know this.

He’s one of the persons who really knows the real me. I have a lot of personas, but he’s the one who seems to know me better than anyone else.

Hahay…I wanna cry na. But I couldn’t. One more thing that’s hurting me, is that he’s allowing other people call him the name I fondly called him before. That’s my copyrighted name, don’t take it away!!!! But I’m not talking about anyone in class ha. It someone else pa….

Hay, basta. Bahala na kung anong mangyari. Sayang nga lang, kasi I was happy last night, pero parang nawala na parang bula yung kasayahan ko…

Top 5 things you might wanna put in mind before you fall in love

Wanna have a good life when it comes to your crush?? Follow these simple steps!!

1. Keep your distance from the victim’s (your crush) classmates, friends, and batchmates

I’m telling it as it is, because…DUH!!! If his/her peeps know that you like him/her, they might tell him/her!! And the chances that you will be more noticed by your crush are high…but then, this is often risky…

2. Don’t blurt out his/her name in public, especially when you know his/her peeps are nearby

I found out the whole name of my crush, and I blurted it out in front of my friends, unaware that my crush’s peeps were there!!! My bestfriend signaled it out on me…and I was so abashed, that I went off the scene and thought about what I had just done…

3. Don’t ever tell his/her peeps that you like him/her

Some of my crush’s peeps are my good friends, so when they asked me who my crush was, well, guess the reaction. The first was kinda okay, since she promised to keep it quiet. The next?? Well, one of my friends clued her in, and she was like, "WHAT??" surprised AND she found it funny!!! Well, that was okay for me naman…And she even told me that she heard that there was a first year daw who was crushin’ on my crush…well, now she know who it is…

4. Get ready for the teases

Everytime there’s an object that reminds my friends of him, they would constantly repeat it in my face, in a teasing way. Sometimes they get nbearable, yes, but then, I just try to smile, and pretend as if I wasn’t hit…like that would ever happen…I’m such a sensitive girl when it comes to teases!!

5. If all else fails, don’t EVER develop a crush on someone, especially someone who’s year older than you!!

Sounds crazy?? I know. But do you really want half of your school’s population to find out you have a crush on him/her???

But then again, you might seem like you’re from somewhere else if you don’t have a crush…

If you don’t wanna be like me, please!!! Do as I say, and you’ll have a better life than mine!!! (But then again, I’m enjoying my life….)

It was, but then it got worse!!!

What am I talking about now?? Oh, the usual: him. Vilest creature to ever walk the planet. HE came out of hell to make me feel like a total idiot. He is the most vicious of the underdogs, as SpongeBob says it. I hate him!!!

Just kidding!!!

On the contrary, he is the best thing that’s ever happened to me this year. Hahaha…he’s not my boyfriend at all. I’m totally single…I’m just being dramatic.

So anyway, I was suppose to limit myself of him, but hey, it got worse last Tuesday. I don’t know what exactly happened, and how it happened, but it was all good. (Well, I do know what exactly happened, but just in case he reads this, I’m not telling what it was.) Actually, every Tuesday is a good day. My friends were happy, and kept on teasing me about it. It was so good!! I felt so happy. I was jumpy for what, like a day and a half because of that??…

Same scenario today, Thursday. They were doing an experiment, when one of my friends had to run in the classroom, and inform us, or more specifically me of his class’s presence. As usual, I acted like my big, idiotic self, who seemed like I was high, but I think I was composed enough, like the usual. He waved hi and smiled like he usually does, but before that, the signature meeting-of-our-eyes…

HAHAHAHAHA!!! This is getting too cheesy!!!! Help!!! Don’t mind my idiosyncrasies…I am one delusional teen with a delusional and weird mind.

Confused on what the hell I was thinking today? For more references, read what I had to post in the Archimedianz of Greece’s blog. It’s the ‘My Take On Love’ post, posted by me, Marielle Angelica

TTFN!!! (Ta-Ta For Now!!)