Please help me in any way possible
Help!!!!
We’re going to have our Periodical test, and all I’m doing is blogging…Argh.
I can’t do this!!! I’m feeling the darn pressure again. From family. From teachers. From classmates. Sometimes, I gotta admit, my last name is too big for me to fit inside. The expectations are huge. Why? Just because I’m a member of the Baladad clan. And Baladads are achievers, a well-known, well-connected clan.
I’m sorry if I had to say this, but I can’t help it! My grandma, who taught in my school, is expecting from me!! Well, if I don’t get in the banner roll this grading period, I’m sorry, but I guess I must be getting sick of all the expectations. Why can’t I be a normal kid? Why do I have to possess so many gifts and a big IQ (hehehe)? Why did I have to be an achiever??? WHY? WHY??
I can’t stand this anymore!! I have to do my best. I have to face the pressure. I have to study Filipino!
Well, that’s it for today. I guess I’ll write after the world is normal…again.
October 16th, 2006 at 7:20 pm
You know mar, we’re actually the same. People expect too much from me and I can’t stand the pressure. Especially 80% of the pressure comes from my family. I understand how you feel because that’s actually what I’m undergoing right now. I sometimes even question the Lord, “why do i have to be like them? Why do i have to be one of the “braza-achievers?!?!?” I hate the pressure, but what can I do?!?! Now, I’m just turning everything to the Lord. That’s the only advise I can give you… Sorry if I can’t be of too much help because I too, has that same problem…
October 16th, 2006 at 7:24 pm
Another one, we’re also the same because today is our periodical test but I’m surfing the net instead!!! Crazy me… My chance of being included in the banner roll once again has also faded… Hope we’ll both be fine…
October 17th, 2006 at 6:57 am
hahaha..well all of my friends
laughed at my new haircut..heheh
i really look funny with this hair..hahah..niwei bout that presssure ur feeling..uhhh 4get about it..heheh..our semestral break is juz ’round the corner..4get all those pressures muna..relax..^^ haha