Take it from me

I dedicate this post to a boy whom I will just keep under the name "brother".

Dear brother,

Last night all I thought about was you. I thought of the times we’ve been together, wishing that we could go back there.

I know you’ve changed, judging from how I saw you yesterday. You didn’t look my way. Not as much as of a ‘hi!’ or any greeting at all. You seem to avoid me, that’s why I avoided you too. You didn’t seem to care that I was there.

I wonder what I have done now to make you hate me like this. When you told me you cared, I didn’t feel it yesterday. So little tears came out of my eyes last night just because I thought of you.

I don’t really have feelings for you, because we both have our own lives and I have my own special person like you do. But I just want you to know that I’ll always be here, and you’ll always be a part of me. You made my days brighter before. You made me feel happy when I’m sad. But know, if you want to totally distance off, I’ll have to concede. But I really want you to know that I still care for you as a friend, and as your big sister.

I hope things get better for you and me.

Love,

Big sister

Tell me it’s stupid. I know I’m being emote, but this is how I feel. Comment on it. I’m ready.

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