Take it from me

For the past week, i felt so restless yet tired with life. I didn’t have the strength to go on in class, and I felt as if my dreams to be included in the banner roll once again faded away. I just wanted to go on with life, wihich I thought sucked. I somewhat began to question Him. I asked myself, what if I just vanished in this world? I don’t think people would mind anyway, right?  I even tried to punish myself…my best friend and i had a rift, and we finally became friends again yesterday Friday, thanks to Wyndel and his friends.

But during the week, I told myself, when my best friend and I don’t become friends, I am never talking to a certain guy pal of mine…I know, I didn’t make sense, but that’s the only thing that came to mind! So anyway, I conitnued not to talk to my guy friend…i even ignored him when he said ‘bye…I know I was mean…but I really felt so down this week, because of my best friend and my fight…

I was thankful that Misty caught me, and she became my constant company for that week. ANd she’ll still be, cause she’s one of the true friends, besides my bestie, that I could count on…

So anyway, i think next week would be a better week for me. But the math…I don’t know, I’ll just have to go on…

Last week was pretty tough. I can’t sum up for the stuff that we’ve been doing!!

Okay. For starters, we had our Recognition Day yesterday. I was 9th in the Banner Roll for th e Science High Curriculum. And for the rest of the day, I was pretty much out of the house.

Ate Heart, a 4th Year Einstein and a Red Cross Youth told me to attend the YVOC (Youth Volunteer Orientation Course), along with my fellow 1st year RCY officers. Only Axl and I showed up. The people attending YVOC were mostly juniors and seniors. Ate Heart and the other 4th years I know told me we needed the YVOC to be able to attend the Leadership Training (or something like that). So, I attended, even if i had to miss the morning session of The Narra meeting.

Luckily, Ma’am De Chavez, The Narra adviser, told me to come in the afternoon. I showed up pretty late, and the other staffers were busy doing their thing. They were also very noisy.

I didn’t do much during that time. Except we made fun of Josiah who kept saying ‘I’m a chickeen’, and doing weird faces. I was able to capture them on video and pictures.

After the meeting, we had to brainstorm for the Math Jingle. And I had to go home at around 5pm.

So now, I just wanna relax…if I could…I still have a lot of things to do. Hopefully, I’ll continue to live… ^_^